striving for perfection (a rambling train of thought)

I have a bad habit to not planning ahead. I don't use planners, I don't really have a set schedule, and I am a huge procrastinator. I don't know what I want to do with my life, I just know what I know and I know what I like. Everyday is a new day. I don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. I need to focus on what is happening in the now. What can I do now to make my life better? What can I do now to make myself happy? What can I do now to make myself great? These are questions that often pervade my mind, but I have no answers. All I know is I wanna be the best. I like finishing first, I hate coming in second to anything, anyone, anytime, anywhere. (you should know that about me.) I think the best thing to do is take things one step at a time. Every action has a reaction. Every cause has an effect. So whatever I'm doing now, is going to have some type of effect in the long run and I pray that its a positive one. Everyone makes mistakes, but you gotta move past them...and sometimes that means letting some people/ some things go. And thats OK. We only have one life to live, and I intend to make the most of it.

Just a little train of thought that I decided to share....dont mind the randomness or pointlessness of it all.

Perfection does not exist.

Sometimes, it is too late, or maybe it wasn't meant to be.

We all make mistakes.

I believe in second chances.

Drop your baggage, and keep moving.

Actions speak louder than words.

Keep the faith <3

random thoughts

CUTIES

this was tweeted last night..why is Rob K. the cutest tho? lol

I also have to say that I think YaYa Decosta is like one of the prettiest contestant of ANTM..yes, i kno...verry random. 

I just want to belong...

to you. ♥ ;]

 "I'm a modern woman in the sense of i take care of myself. im fiercely independent and im really ambitious. yet, i have these old school thoughts ingrained in my mind. i do like to belong to a man. i like having a man in my life and being his woman at the end of the day. i know its a dichotomy."- Eva Mendes

#truth.

#random!

Despite Lindsay Lohan self- destructive behavior and the fact that shes going to jail, I always thought she was gorg